She spent a long time navigating the labyrinths of self-discovery and spiritual activations, journeying through the dense thickets of the Soviet scientific education system, exploring every possible layer of self-realization within the IT industry, and finding connection within Estonia's shamanic circles. From the ruins of her own ego, she reconstructed the first versions of alchemical elixirs, drawing from ancient shamanic traditions around the world. Out of her desire to carry this creative impulse into the world, the seed of Floou was born.